Jul 18, 2025 15:55 IST
First Published on: Jul 18, 2025 at 15:53 IST
Udaipur has been my shakespearean stage of life’s drama. The stage where I was a squabbling infant, a schoolgirl, a lover, a ghost, a ruler and a chronicler. Where my best friend for years were a falsa tree, and I found true love in the dark night garden of sukhadia circle. Where I Ruled the City like a kite and suffering the greatest losses of my life. To describe your relationship with such a city, you need lightyears. Or a poem. A glass of dry martini always helps.
This city, big on the tourist map, was never about panels and forts for me. It was about the forests and trees and the birds of the oldest mountain range of the world – The Aravallis. When we had guests, which was often, we would take them for long drinks around the hills. We would sit by Phoota Talab, long before it shores was choked plastic or have ganthia and mirch at iswal before it vanished from the map with the new highway.
The unlimited supply of goodwill that udaipur kept in store for me was not remotely my own doing. My grandfather, close to maharana bhupal singh Ji, was the monopoly holder of the arms and ammunition business in pre-indender mewar. Later, as the vice mayor of udaipur, He did Much work for tribal upliftment. Dadijaan was one of the initiator of the women’s education movement and vice president of all Indian women’s confference, Rajasthan chapter, of which maharani gayatri devi devi was the present. Driven by this legacy, my father, uncles and aunts Became Socialist Leaders, Initiates of Wildlife Conservation Movements and Headed Some of the finest education and Folk Arts Institution in Honorary Capacities. They think their lives to help udaipur evolve and conserve.
It also brought along the dunia to our doorstep through a meteor shower of visitors, the whole year around. I traveled the world sitting in our wild and green family lane in panchwati, onecdote, one nazm, one show at a time. From Kaifi Azmi Saeb to A Bhil Tribal From The Fore, From Swami Agnivesh to George Fernandes, from Alyque Padamsee to a Rescued Leopard Cub, Our Guests in Alle Color. Our residence was a vibrant, chaotic ecosestem of ideas and visiting or resident personalities: a socialist, a fighter, a Politician, an acidivist, a hunter, a journalist.
The monsoons in udaipur didn with the dark clouds looming in the sky but with a report at our door. It has become a tradition that my father, the original wild man of this region, would the rain depending on where the lapwings had laid their Eggs. When my husband ask my hand, my father was more interested in showing him the turtles in fatehsagar than worrying about my future.
Udaipur prepared me not just for the money but for sweltering summers and freezing winters. Except, it has been prepare me for a life in bigger cities, where you are not sharing your breath with a sitaphal tree or a hopoe but with a yellow-black car or a royac swep a dustbin. I ruled udaipur like a kite but waddled on the street cities like a duck out of water. Udaipur had not prepared me for a world where no one know my name. Where many disdained my Muslim identity. How could I possess explain that udaipur taught me to so, catching the updraft from the aravallis? That my family didn to choose to go to pakistan, even if they risked lost Everything. That they contributed much more to the homeland than those looking down on me for my name. That I was not taught how to other but steel in a forest to Await a leopard.
Why did you teach me about that world, udaipur?
The udaipur i knoww was not a provincial town, but an eclectic hub; wild yet remarkably urbane. A galaxy in a teacup. What are these blinds drawn on its twinkling universe? Thoughtless constructions, piles of garbage, lawless traffic. When I visit, I feel lighter than the plastic that floats in the water body and heavier than the waves of rising communal tensions. The Largest Tazia in Muharram Once Started From The Maharana’s Palace. My Dadijaan, WHO ONLY HAD ONE Leg, Didnt Leave One Corner of their Old Home, The Second Tallast Building in Udaipur After the Maharana’s Palace, Unlit on Diwali – Eve Ifen Ift Her With A Sol. Stump where she wore her wooden leg. I want to write it all down to Remember It. Before I begin to forget.
Does Extinction Only Happy To Animals? What about cities as we know them?
Why ween and i, two endangered species, better prepared, udaipur?
The writer is a colombo-based writer and environmentalist